Thursday, March 23, 2023

Unimpressed

For me it's true. I am unimpressed by a lot! I can't find the source of this quote on the internet :(

The following quote (source) from Haruki Murakami, in his book '1Q84' (2009-2010) is of a different level. It's about loss and pain. In my words and terminology: it's about learning to accept (bejahung) that nothing ever 'is' (rocksteady and eternal) and always floats and keeps on floating:

"Once you pass a certain age, life becomes nothing more than a process of continual loss. Things that are important to your life begin to slip out of your grasp, one after another, like a come losing teeth. And the only things that come to take their place are worthless imitations. Your physical strength, your hopes, your dreams, your ideals, your convictions, all meaning, or then again, the people you love: one by one, they fade away. Some announce their departure before they leave, while others just disappear all of a sudden without warning one day. And once you lose them you can never get them back. Your search for replacements never goes well. It’s all very painful – as painful as actually being cut with a knife.” 

P.S. I wrote about Bejahung before in blogpost 'Y..E.S' (5-2018): here.

Wednesday, March 15, 2023

I'd Marry You in Two and I Would Wonder Sometimes

 The wheel of life from Mememe:


Poem 'If I Had Three Lives' (2017) from Sarah Russell:

If I had three lives, I’d marry you in two.
The other? Perhaps that life over there
at Starbucks, sitting alone, writing – a memoir,
maybe a novel or this poem. No kids, probably,
a small apartment with a view of the river,
and books – lots of books, and time to read.
Friends to laugh with, and a man sometimes,
for a weekend, to remember what skin feels like
when it’s alive. I’d be thinner in that life, vegan,
practice yoga. I’d go to art films, farmers markets,
drink martinis in swingy skirts and big jewelry.
I’d vacation on the Maine coast and wear a flannel shirt
weekend guy left behind, loving the smell of sweat
and aftershave more than I did him. I’d walk the beach
at sunrise, find perfect shell spirals and study pockmarks
water makes in sand. And I’d wonder sometimes
if I’d ever find you.

P.S. Official title of painting is 'Flower' (Nov 26, 2021). Source painting: here. Mememe is on Twitter: @iimememe.

P.P.S. Source poem: here.

Wednesday, March 8, 2023

More Alive

The world is white on my spot on planet Earth. Snow! I like snow (just as I like rain, sun, drizzle, wind, clouds, fog and .. - there must be more) because it gives the world more light. It makes the world more alive.

As I wrote before (here), I would like to run a small hotel on the Mediterranean Sea but I realized that I have to be quick because in 25 million years it won't be there anymore. No Mediterranean Sea +25 million years from now! Between then and now we will have a lot of unavoidable (very heavy) earthquakes, floods, and other disasters. Around AD 25.002.023 the highest mountain on planet Earth will no longer be the Mount Everest. Where exactly will that mountain rize? Shouldn't we be looking for a new name for it? Do you have a suggestion(s)? Will people then (if any left) also climb mountains?

P.S. 300 Million Years of the Future World (Pangaea Proxima): here.